I haven’t posted lately, and I am sure some of you are wondering why. I really don’t like to put my personal life out, but maybe someone reading this can relate and maybe has some words of encouragement that can help me get through whatever is going on with me.
I have lost my way. People look at me and see this happy, smiling, put together person but that is not always true. Sometimes I am just good at burying my emotions and getting through the day. I keep myself busy because I don’t really know what my life is supposed to be like. I have these crazy ideas, that could change the world, but I have no clue on how to make them happen, which leads me to giving up. It’s a cycle of never ending failures.
I have become so depressed and lonely that I’m learning to hate myself even more…its sickening. I need to find myself, yet I don’t know where I lost myself. I know the only person holding me back is me..but I don’t know what I need to do..I don’t know what my purpose in life is..I just want to bring happiness to others.